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Friday, November 12, 2010

Can it be that easy?

I was on the internet for a few hours today. My usual routine of job searching for my husband, while he is at work. And while on his email account found one of those "person finding" websites in his collection. Well, for fun I thought I'd punch in my father's name. Haven't seen or talked to him in like 14 years. Don't have a clue where he could be. And 42 choices popped up, with one that drew my attention, only because the middle initial and age were accurate. I thought this was too easy and too good to be true, if this one is actually him. I went as far as writing down the town, STATE. But of course the catch is there is a fee to find out more. My sister has been more on the "MISSING PERSON" search and has put a lot of time and effort into it. If I did this, it would be for her mostly. Part of me is quite curious and has a lot to tell. But the flip side is I have gone this long without, would it make a difference in my life? To add, my husband has just gotten a response from his son after 8 years of no communicato, this has been an aching void that has put a weight on his heart since I've known him. I don't think I have that with my father. Can of worms or no can of worms, that is the question?

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